No food and no sleep brings on strange visions. Can't open cupboards or refrigerators that toss contents like an agitator. 35' swells and constant motion - everything comes unattached including ones psyche. It was so beautiful out there. A boiling, writhing force of energy, graceful and rude. I was christened into an ancient seafaring log of survivors and a victory meal played out over and over tainted with knee jerk hysteria and delayed tears.